Previously..

Alright, so that last one was a little harsh.
I still feel the same though.
I don't take ANY of it back.

In fact, my hatred just got worse today.
You said something to me.
Doesn't happen very often, thank God.

But I ignored you.
Didn't say a word.
Wanna know why?

If I would've opened my mouth the words
"Fuck you"
Would have fallen out.

So I kept my mouth shut.
My mother always said
"If you don't have anything nice to say,
don't say anything at all."

So I figure it's best to just

be silent



Not all the time like I said I would.
That's much harder than I thought.
But I keep silent from you.

I'll talk to my mother all I want because I CAN.

But you.

You will not hear my words ever be directed to you.

No no no no no no no no.


P.s. I'm sorry if anyone is reading this, I'm going through a stage where I'm just so freaking angry. It's not all the time, I don't understand how people can possibly be angry all the time...there is so much more to life than furrowed eyebrows and frowns. I laugh a lot, I really do. I'm a happy person. Just not around these motherfuckers. Oh and it doesn't help that I have a pretty bad potty mouth... shwoops! Don't worry, I'm hoping this will soon pass. I just need a way to let out the anger. So I just write it all out.
I also realize I'm not good at writing. But that's okay. I don't care. But THANKS for reading! 
 ....kbai