i know, i know what it feels like to be alone

Do you know, do you know what it feels like to be alone..

Do you know, do you know what it feels like to be at home..

It's my life, my life...

Just listening to O.A.R. here... realizing some of the lyrics relate to me I guess.

I live in an apartment, on my own. 

Been that way for over a year now. 

I can't tell you how great it is. 

If you're like me I guess...and you like being alone.

But I do have a boyfriend whom I spend a lot of time with so I'm really not home all that often.

Which is fine with me, because I seriously enjoy spending all my time with him. 

But I miss my friends. 

Or what we used to be... 

Everything is easier and more fun and just better when you're young.

I miss being young. 

Carefree

Lighthearted

Loving

Happy

The worst part is that I'm not even twenty yet...

and I already feel this way.

Which means it can only get worse as time goes on. 

That's why I don't want time to go on.

I would be quite alright if the world ended this year but I know it won't happen. 

But when I think about actually dying I really would rather not.

I just want it all to end...

Not just for me to die but have everything

start over